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Heartless

Heartless (Kanye West song)
Heartless (Kanye West song) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

 

 

For far too long I cared and was just a little bit curious.  For far too long I watched as spam, junk mail and other advertisement filled my inbox.  For far too long I have pondered an escape.  It was hard for me to envision a life without debts and constant rubbish.  As of today I am setting myself free.  Free from the world of clutter and unnecessary cryptic nothing.  I am breaking free from all that is just a want but not a need.  I need to see a change, I need to see a difference, I have climbed too many mountains, and tripped over few too many twigs.

 

Today marks the day I plug from the matrix.  No more hunt for the best deals and have them come to my email.  No more, subscribe to kind or plug myself to unwanted notifications.  If I want something I know all the possible ways to go get it, I am not lazy.  So why did I sign up for the constant updates in which became too much to manage and handle?

 

I have seen myself sitting a waiting for a change, an update, an opportunity to arise for the past couple years.  What happened to the how I even gotten to this point of knowledge and power within myself, in which I created my  experience and lifestyle.  Where is my simple lifestyle?  I don’t have the stress, but I can now reverse things I did and convert them to regrets.  I have found my pain music, I have found my words to speak and be free.

 

I have supported everyone the best I could but in the end, no one (close) has pushed for me.  I shall not continues these behaviors, I can break this habit.  I do actually have qualifications in psychology and have yet to create my life, the real life I was bred to live.  I need to spark my legacy in which very few shall or could trail.  I have seen my achievements, I have made my milestones, I been here for this and I there for the beginning of that.

 

I need to end the talking, and get back to what matters, everything simply, fewer distractions, more commitment, and a great presentation and delivery.

 

I shall be the great I believed I can be, the master me, The Master Ninja, in its true form or flawless-ness as I seek to be. (I don’t think much people believe I call myself a Master Ninja, but I am that.)

 

I blessed to have a voice, a pair of hands to type this message to myself, and for those who dared to read.   I am not in pain, I am just creating the change.  And it starts simply by withdrawing from everything that is no longer ultimately me, such as the past social sites, random emails, random queries, random brands, and random trends.  Here is to a new beginning.

 

Thanks for reading, (as always)
The Master Ninja
Richardo Wilson

 

PostAday2011 · Random Thought

Tiny Chat EXPOSED [#softporn #flashing #nude #madness]

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I just realized the thing about tiny chat.  Maybe I am just super late and never decided to see what the big huff was about, until early this morning I created an account, signed in, then boredom.  So I said let me calm down, and give it some time as jumped from chat or live directories to find out the exclusive madness going on there.  I won’t mention that chats I was in but you need to go see for yourself.  Just make sure you go to a room that has over 100 people viewing and you probably will see how live it get’s there.  I end this post saying I did learn very quickly the lingo of how things works, very quickly.  I give them props on how quick you know what is fitting to happen and terms commonly used.  Here are some the things a I discovered and terms used:

It’s like dating game meets soft porn, meets girls go wild, meets private blocking, meets flashing and nudity, meets more madness, meets hating, meets people staring at a screen, meets waiting on the moderator to start a game, meets watching up to 12 people at the same time, meets bunch of randomness and booting of totally exposed people doing sexually things to themselves on cam entering the room randomly. SMH

My gosh I was so violated. lol

Terms I learned:

Cam up, Cam down, Shoot him/her, BANNED FOR LIFE, join my crew by add _(insert group initials), greet the room, rep your crew, chatting in the box, rating breast sizes and looks, let’s get a game popping,

I was quite an experience.  I am guessing if you have nothing better to do and want to watch others and want to get flashed my female and random dudes, there you go TINY CHAT at your service.  Oh yea, you might find yourself being addicted to it or overly curious.

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED…

Have you ever been on tiny chat?  Do you even know what tiny chat is?

Thanks for reading
Richardo

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A Room of One’s Own

A room of one's own
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The real reward of independence and for self is when you can claim a room of one’s own.  We go through life, from infant to teen, then from young adults to being elder in the attempt to be on our own, in which is a symbol of growth.  What we acquire throughout our lives shows our self-worth, and one of the main things we try to aim for is a place to call our own.  We pick up many other things along the way such a convictions, religion, belief, money, love, pride, respect, and other material things, but when you are in charge and have the freedom to make decisions in any which case is a very powerful thing.

Many people go through this world, not being able to accomplish this one goal, because of the odd balls life may throw our way, but still we try to keeping pushing.  Some of us are not as strong will as others and may stumble a lot more than other, but if we can have it, we would all want A Room of One’s Own.

I myself is working on having a room of my own, a place of freedom to create and live a satisfying and fun life.  As much as achieving this may take a bit longer than I thought, I still strive for victory that one day after all my hard work I will be able to gain this proud and live changing achievement.

I came upon this title of this post based a book of the same title I had to read (was supposed to read) in my freshman year of college at Lehman College (Women In Literature Class) and I never once forgot the title because I knew of a great worth of knowledge and literature that would be within the walls of this book.  Now that I think about it, I still own the book after 7 years, and might be aiming to give it a thorough read very soon, and add that to my list of books I should I read long ago, but will read now.

Book: A Room Of One’s Own by: Virginia Woolf

Do you have A Room of One’s Own?  Is this one of your goals in life?

Thanks for reading
Richardo