THE MORE I LIKE YOU, IS THE MORE I HATE YOU

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Okay, so hate is a strong word, right?  Well I know this.  Change is a strong word, right?  Well we know this.  Let’s put it like this, I hate the word hate, and I love the word change, and I hate that I am changing so much but love it at the same time.  Now as I write this I am wondering, am I confused?  I think it makes perfect sense to hate change and love change at the same time.  The pros must outdo the cons in order for a positive outcome to happen I believe.

So I see myself changing day by day, chasing the big dream I had slowed down from achieving.  I am back in this “sell the world” mode that I tried to get out of and now really found out it’s a part of me.  I can talk well, mean well, and tell a good over the top story of pure truth and have the world love me for it.  But should I stop, or keep going for the goal…ummm the gold! 🙂

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MEETING MY MATCH

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I have grown up thinking to myself, how would it feel to have a friend like myself?  Is that weird?  I kind of always wanted to meet someone similar or on edge just like me.  It would be like seeing yourself in the mirror, but physically.  You can see how the person talks, respond to things, facial expressions, and best of all see their drive and commitment to living and appreciating life.

I can only wonder one day, someone would tell me how much I mean to them and how I took on that task to be someone they admire or just want they truly honestly feel the effect I had on them.

Do you ever wonder this as well?

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