I realized I have reached to level that, I muster a lot of self control. In a world fuel by social and economics, it’s very tough to get me to crack and do what you would like. Is it because I am smart? I say no. Is it because I can disconnect? I believe that is the line.
The feeling of relief, the world is transforming. Today was the announcement day of my promotion and it was like okay, let’s get busy to work.
It’s far impressive how people have never met a guy like me…they trip over words, they feel they cross boundaries, but I am all good. It’s a tough skin that people can’t break me down, I am so laid back and effective people can’t believe how in auto-pilot I could get into. It’s bad because they start to self reflect and compare.
I don’t see why they do that, if we don’t have the same background and experience points.
STATE OF MIND
Where should I be right now? Who should I be trusting? How many new risks and chances should I be taking?
In this state of mind I want to challenge my every being. It’s so hard to catching a certain habit, and it’s really upsetting. I just won’t give in. I have to fight harder.
This new WordPress format of blocks have me writing differently. It’s like less clutter, but I got to push the cards further in the sense of profile, creativity and placement. I am working on it.