THE HOUSE I BUILT, NEEDS A BIG CHANGE

So just when I started to make a big switch in life, I came to find out, many behind the scenes functions were in a mess.  It’s so weird, the house I built here needs a crazy change and clean up.  I can only say to myself, once I took my eyes of my prize possession, something bad just swooped in. I guess I just have to start from the bottom or maybe from scratch and see where it takes me.

I can only just hope and pray for something of a miracle to happen.

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SO GUESS WHAT I DID???

so guess what I did

After much anticipation and a world of procrastination, I give you are a video.  Oh yea, also my Youtube channel is back in business.  Sometimes it takes some crazy life event to make you move your butt and get things done.  Well in this case, actually release videos I have been storing up for days, months and years.  It’s time.

WATCH MY VIDEO & ENJOY! 🙂

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THE MORE I LIKE YOU, IS THE MORE I HATE YOU

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Okay, so hate is a strong word, right?  Well I know this.  Change is a strong word, right?  Well we know this.  Let’s put it like this, I hate the word hate, and I love the word change, and I hate that I am changing so much but love it at the same time.  Now as I write this I am wondering, am I confused?  I think it makes perfect sense to hate change and love change at the same time.  The pros must outdo the cons in order for a positive outcome to happen I believe.

So I see myself changing day by day, chasing the big dream I had slowed down from achieving.  I am back in this “sell the world” mode that I tried to get out of and now really found out it’s a part of me.  I can talk well, mean well, and tell a good over the top story of pure truth and have the world love me for it.  But should I stop, or keep going for the goal…ummm the gold! 🙂

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